It died!

Een collega wees me op deze nieuwe site: It Died (powered by Movable Type).  Het is een overzicht van allerlei hosted diensten op internet die er mee ophouden of opgehouden zijn.  Onder andere ook Sandy, mijn privésecretaresse, snif!

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[Geplaatst door: Fred Zelders]

Dank voor de tip Maarten! :-)

[Geplaatst door: Galiez]

Hi Monica,I immediately knew I had to add you as a firned =]. I know how badly heroin and crack cocaine get people addicted, with painful opiate withdrawals and a constant psychological need for crack cocaine, and how difficult it is to not only kick heroin and crack, but the difficulty of staying clean. You’re a very pretty and you seem to be quite intelligent and it pains me to see someone with your potential get ruined by drugs. I have seen many firneds succumb to drug abuse (One firned I knew got in so deep he joined a street gang and was shot to death at a party, another firned got shot over a $500 cocaine debt and the killer got acquitted in court [very painful for the family to see the killer walk free], another firned of mine ended up destroying every firnedship he ever had [including ours, he stole $40 from me] by constantly robbing and ripping people off to support a nasty heroin and Oxycontin addiction, Another firned has gone to jail three times [twice for methamphetamine and once for black tar heroin] all before the age of 25 and now he is not able to find a job and has succumbed to his addiction due to the hard times he experienced in prison which is sad because he is not a true criminal, he never steals and is not violent at all, another firned of mine once went into $8,000 in debt for crack cocaine and was in so much danger from the dealers that I once had to rescue him from East Palo Alto because he was afraid he was going to get killed, I have a firned who was once a very gorgeous model but due to her crack cocaine usage she has lost her good looks and has disintegrated physically (she is also very honest and never steals from innocent people or commits violent acts), another firned of mine has multiple abscesses due to missing a vein while shooting up black tar heroin [black tar is the type of heroin that is common in the area I live [Los Altos, CA which is in the San Francisco Bay Area] and it is extremely unclean and dirty {unlike you lucky Europeans with your clean Afghan and Turkish heroin} and is in constant pain due to the infections he is experiencing, another firned of mine had such a bad Oxycontin habit that he would smoke at least three 80 mg pills every day and has done horrible and permanent damage to his lungs and he is only 21, another firned of mine got his girlfriend pregnant and was very enthusiastic about straightening out his life and going to college to get an education so he could support his child, but his girlfriend’s methamphetamine addiction ended up killing the child while she was pregnant and that damaged my firned’s mental health and is one of the most painful experiences any human being can go through, another firned of mine was so strung out on crack cocaine and his mental state was so destroyed by the drug that he did one of the lowest of the low things and robbed a 70 year old man and is expecting to go to jail for 6-10 years which means he will be getting out when he is 35 years old and is missing what should be the best times of life, another firned of mine lost his brother, who was only twenty, to a heroin overdose, another firned of mine’s father was a huge multiple drug addict and was in such a bad state of mind he attempted to kill himself and his family by lighting the house on fire, luckily that failed but shortly afterwards he killed himself with a shotgun which left my firned fatherless at age 8 and it was so traumatic that it left my firned to develope into a bad drug addict, but luckily that kid has come clean and now only smokes marijuana, a girl I knew became a prostitute at age 15 to support a methamphetamine addiction that nearly took her life but luckily the police were able to apprehend her and she straightened out after that, my uncle teaches at a middle school in Los Angeles and everyday he see’s not only children battle addiction but also has seen horrible actions (not feeding, bathing, or clothing their children) by parents who are addicted to drugs and abuse the welfare system, I have multiple firned who have been beaten up, stuck up at gunpoint and knifepoint, and robbed or raped (both men and women) by drug addicts looking for money to buy drugs, I know people who have been kicked out of the military for their drug addictions, I know people who have abilities and skills who have squandered their lives due to drug addiction and have ruined their chances at having a decent career, I know people who grew up with parents who were drug addicts and that has had such a negative effect on them they end up becoming drug addicts who have such a twisted mind that they believe their drug addiction is normal because their parents did the same things in front of the children, I know people who have kids and while they hide their addiction from them, they still refuse to stop using and are ignorant of the fact that bad drug addictions usually lead a person to the grave or prison, and those are both horrible for a young child to experience, I know people who have stolen thousands of dollars from their parents, sibling, and grandparents or stole things like laptops and plasma tv’s to support their drug addiction which destroys their family’s trust, I know kids who at ages as young as 14 who choose to be homeless in order to chase a drug addiction, I know people who were prescribed opiates for post-surgery pain and due to the ignorance of their doctors they were over prescribed and got hooked to things such as Oxycontin or Opana and when their doctor stops prescribing it they are in such pain due to withdrawals that they turn to heroin and other street opiates, I am firneds with girls who will do sexual favors for small amounts (a line or two) of drugs like cocaine (these are girls who were raised in very stable and safe households), and the saddest people I know are parents who did everything for their child and are just crushed when their child’s drug addiction reaches dangerous levels and everynight they go to bed thinking it may be their little baby boy or girl’s last night alive.I am telling you all of this so you know that I know the horrors of drug addiction and that I am non-judgemental in any form (except for animal abuse,racism, sexual abuse, and unneccesary violence) and that I am a very good listener, so anytime you feel you want to use or relapse, you can send me a chat message on Facebook and discuss what issues are affecting you. I hope that by discussing what is hurting you that it will be a healthy form of release as opposed to the release that drugs have given you in the past.You can beat your addictions Monica, and I believe that I can help you achieve this noble task.You are also very beautiful and I almost cried when I saw the effects the drugs have had on you in your video, especially your teeth, and I am also considering starting a fund raiser here in California to raise enough money to pay for dental implants for yourself so you can once again have a beautiful, drug free smile. =]I am only 20, but I still know the horrors of drug abuse and I have seen pretty much everything in that regards. I am also very impressed and inspired by your commitment and dedication to beating you drug addiction and that you have the courage to discuss your addiction to the public online and on Facebook. That shows to me that you are a very intelligent human being who has a strong mind that realizes the path you are on will lead you only to the grave or prison (you are lucky to live in the Netherlands, the United States is worse than Nazi Germany when it comes to prison sentences for drug possession and small time, non-violent, drug dealing.I also know how ignorant the public is about drug addiction. Most people think that a drug user or addict is a morally deficient human being, placing them on the same level as a thrill killer or a rapist. It is pathetic people have these views and they don’t realize that by marginalizing drug addicts, it becomes harder for addicts to become clean and compounds the misery of drug addictionWell I hope to hear from you soon =].Au revoir,WesleyReply

[Geplaatst door: Akihiro]

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